STOP USING YOUR ALARM CLOCK ⏰
This is a personal story of mine that I hope you will be able to connect with in some way. We ALL have issues to overcome to one extreme to another. My hope in writing this is that YOU may stop using your alarm clock... And EVERYTHING ELSE in your life that is causing you to live inauthentic of who you WANT to be.
I BELIEVE IN YOU! YOU CAN CHOOSE JOY... AND TRUST YOUR INTUITIVE NATURE. We are CREATED TO CREATE THE LIFE WE WANT! NOT SIMPLY TO ENDURE. TAKE CHARGE... CHOOSE JOY!
I have chosen to change many things in my life over the years since I decided to COMMIT to "Choose JOY" as my life motto.
At that time (about 10 years ago) I was full of anxiety fear rejection and my self confidence was next to nothing. I was trying to quit drinking smoking depression meds as well as heal my body's thyroid issues and all the while my body and my brain was numb and in pain! Of course you could guess that my body's HORMONES were in complete DISHARMONY and MISALIGNMENT... My emotional condition... Well you can imagine what a wild ride THAT was!
At that time I was newly divorced and on my own... And literally scared to death! But I was determined... I had premonitions of my future. I didn't realize that I am what is now labeled as ultra sensitive being.
At that time, I found solice in the church for myself ,yet ,as the years clicked on I found that I was very frustrated and I really didn't "fit" there. I tend to look very deeply into the what who and especially WHY! As I studied the Bible I put myself in the stories and connected very deeply.... Yet I could find nobody else who could connect with me in this way.
I KNOW THAT I KNOW WHAT "GOD" HAD PROMISED to those who love "Him". I felt the need to challenge myself to actually LIVE LIKE I MEAN WHAT I SAY! And see if I could TRUST!
Humans let me down yet I KNOW that I am a healer! But people seem to enjoy their misery and gossip and did NOT appreciate my circumstances. So I was DETERMINED to "know" He Who said He Loves me! ( That's why I call you LOVED ONE.
Scripture says "Do not fear". Have you EVER TRIED TO LIVE LIKE THAT?
I DID and continue to... This is one of the FIRST things I put into practice to PROVE MY TRUST IN THE GOD WHO SCRIPTURE SAYS LIVES IN ME...
I CHOSE TO NOT USE MY ALARM CLOCK!
HUH?
YUP! NO ALARM CLOCK FOR 10 YEARS!
At FIRST I would set it because I didn't quite TRUST YET. I said to AbbaYah (my name for God in me)...
"If you want me to go to the gym before work the WAKE ME UP 15 MINUTES BEFORE THE ALARM CLOCK WAS SET TO GO OFF".
EVERY SINGLE DAY I WOULD WAKE UP 15 MINUTES BEFORE THE ALARM!!! YUP!!! So then I just stopped setting the stupid thing. Here's what happened...
I went to sleep and slept so much better! I woke up KNOWING that my ABBAYAH WAS IN ME. NO MORE ANXIETY IN THE MORNING. NO MORE FEAR!
Believe me if you can, I tried waking up to music of all kinds... Didn't stop the anxiety and fear in the morning. I stopped watching the news and tv and radio... Helped a lot but I still would wake up with my heart in my throat. So many worries. We are NOT MEANT TO LIVE LIKE THAT!
I still have many times when I must remind myself to TRUST. My life in this body is not permanent or perfect. But the PERFECT SPIRIT IS IN ME ON ME AROUND ME AND THROUGH ME!
I write this so you may know that you too can have TRUST ,LOVED ONE.
I CHOOSE JOY! YAHJOYLIFE